autumnmassacre

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2004-10-29T10:13:37Z

New live journal Autumnmassacrex add me

Peter you've grown up!

2004-10-24T03:10:56Z

And I watched everything change, i saw everyone grow up. he told me "never forget the old times"......"What are the old times" I asked him?...I had grown up and forgot who i used to be who we used to be what we were when we were indestructible and nothing could break us down

Take a chance with me and i promise ill sing you to sleep

2004-10-17T05:33:31Z

You amaze me

To every kid who ever fealt like giving up and lettting go.....JUST FUCKING DO IT!

2004-09-28T01:42:53Z

well lots of people suck lately and hmmm well FUCK OFF ALL OF YOU CUZ YOU ALL SHOULD ROT IN HELL!

stranded at sea

2004-09-25T13:41:45Z

hello everyone well once again lately ive not been in the best mood im doing ok in school im happy with that but other then me actually trying to work this year things havent been to good my My favorite thing is which will remain nameless but im sure some of you can guess is falling apart which is awful umm i realy have nothing left to say besides Good day
Yours Falsely
Emo Andy Mc

right now its our time

2004-09-11T04:20:30Z

hmm its been pretty shitty lately im not happy with myself and alot of things that are associated with me lately it seems like everything i involve myself in just goes to shit...my luck has been realy crappy lately and lots of people are being assholes to me but im mainly just Upset about everything about me im realy unhappy with myself. tonight i went to the Berkley VS. Ferndale foot ball game and it was funny cuz it seemed both sides of the crowd didnt like me ha o well.... but im out of here
o p.s. if anyone would like to put coments like "Stop WHining" in my coment section its ok with me but why the fuck are you antagonizing me about stupid little Live journal bull shit thats just retarted

this is a ransom note from your favorite killer

2004-08-29T05:29:07Z

Wow today sucked more ass then any day in a long time actually this past week just entirely sucked ass ya im in the worst mood ever summer is over and people are stupid
p.s. TO EVERY SINGLE MOTHER FUCKER WHO HAS BEEN PISSING ME OFF LATELY YOU CAN ALL FUCK OFF IM FUCKING GOING CRAZY AND I DONT NEED THAT SHIT SO STEP THE FUCK OFF

This will never end

2004-08-29T03:47:08Z

I wish you knew what it was like i wish it was all over......

autumnmassacre @ 2004-08-12T13:11:00

2004-08-12T17:13:22Z

So its been like a month and a half since ive last updated hmmm shitty well thats ok hopefully when school starts again and i will be looking for things to keep me occupied i will be updating alot the augustine site is almost done and that is neat im out bitches

I dont know if anyone heard but me and Rachel leigh cook are engaged

2004-07-07T04:08:19Z

Well lately things have been kind of shitty work sucked on 4th of july like no other and the day before that at the clawson fireworks i got my wall it stolen it fucking sucked i had so much shit in there then i had to go to secretary of state this morning looking like shit and i had to get a new one taken and i saw this girl who looked exactly like Rachel leigh cook it was amazing cuz she is my favorite she smiled at me from a disstance and when she walked out she smiled again and giggled with her friend but i think they were making fun of me cuz i look like shit forever and always but anyways there is a show at the khamos on thursday which should be fun KHAMOKAZI FEST 2004 part 9 im out bitches ill update soon

she wont be afraid as long as that perscription keeps on goin through

2004-07-01T00:49:18Z

Well hello everyone yesterday and today was pretty cool i woke up went and partyed in clawson then i went to the langwizzle practice with ted and kelly and we listened to there new song and jeseus christ is it ever amazing they practiced with the new line up with Dan and jeseus those guys were fucking sweet and now with dan there 10 times sweeter durning the langworthy practice i chilled on the couch and cuddled up with a interesting wheres waldo book then kelly like fucked waldo up the ass with a Neon green dildo because she found every waldo in the fucking book with in 2 miniutes i shit you not shes like a machine after practice we headed to national jesse didnt pay for his and walked out and we went on a quest to find HOT BITES if they exist but no luck anyway we dropped kelly and ted off which left me rusty jesse and alex we drove around sang EVE 6 and went to some park and became the worlds greatest gravitational force riders ever and then i threw up all over the park we laid down with all our heads togethere like in the babysitters club played with our cell phones and looked at the stars it was alot of fun....today was pretty much uneventfull i hung with cool kids but nothin realy happened im out peace guys :)

Still remains is pretty damn good

2004-06-28T04:07:42Z

Well everyone how are you i havent updated in a while so i decided to do it Today kind of sucked except for the show i got yelled at work for the trays being wet that fucking blew i cant stand that place i hope i get a cooler job soon. after work i started racing towards Club eko to see Still remains and Across five aprils two very neat bands when i got a call from Dan Bizzle J money and S dawg asking for a ride to the same show i picked them up and we journeyed towards the eko:) we got there and Across five aprils was just setting up and i had just met up my true love mrs. thielen-jaqobiiiieeeey i missed still remains but it was alright across five aprils put on a good little rock concert and the pit was cool there was this kid wearing a blink-182 shirt pogo ing around it was cute it was like me 5 years ago wait im not gonna lie last night in my room listening to cheshire cat haha, but anyway we then headed home and i was greeted by Augustine Conner Augustine BIlly and In all honesty Rob it was fun and here i am now about to go watch pee-wee's big adventure god i love that movie and monster squad. leave a coment if you know how i change my date

Dont fuck with me

2004-06-23T03:42:55Z

DONT EVER FUCKING DISRESPECT ME AND THEN SAY IM BEING AN ASSHOLE YOU MIGHT WANT TO THINK BEFORE YOU SAY RETARTED ASS SHIT LIKE THAT DONT EVER EVER FUCKING DO ANY OF THAT SHIT AGAIN

i wouldnt blame you for walking away

2004-06-19T05:05:31Z

Hola everyone i hope everyone is enjoying this glorius summer because i know i am. well anyways yesterday was pretty cool i went to go see the Trigga finga at the roseville theatre which was alot of fun some little bitch ass cunt rag havent even gone through puberty ass BITCH ASS HOES! dissed my girl K-TIzzzzzzzzALLLLL! and i rolled up to them and i was like you bitches dont FUCK with my girl K-TIzzzzzzzALLLLL! and then anotha part of ma crew K-VIZZZZZZZALLLLE rolled up and he was like ya bitches ill bust a cap if you fuck wit er again ya hurrrr and they was like YES SIR WERE VERY SORRY and in unison me and K-VIZZZZZLE was like thats right ya hurrrrd and they ran away all scurrrred, but enough of that also at the trigga finga show i hung with Hoopdizzle ryan 1 and ryan 2 i hung with too cool for school ted linsay the ever so gorgeous Jillian Kim motha fucking break dancin khamo and her sister shake ya tail featha Gina i also hung with Megan and Ashli the hott twins and the ever so trendy MAi K bizzle ANd ofcourse greg the korean cutie. today me and K bizzle roled over to kims and we also brough along hot ashli D we hung there and then went to kyles and then went back to kim s at that point i decided to go to my friend Andrews show and they were fucking amaazing kelly said i was standing in the way of the singer but i dont think i was F her though shes just a big silly. but after seeing this show it has made me very antsy i think that i need to book some shows so if anyone wants to play with us contact me or if anyone wants to hold a show contact me im out bitches peace love and happiness

I just wanted to let you know that i fucking hate you

2004-06-15T03:13:09Z

hmmm today was interesting i got a shirt from my boi Kyle it says "EVERY TIME I DIE....HOTT DAMN!" ya its pretty cool maybe because it came from the king of cool Kyle voss. but tonight was a good night but i fealt the need to come in early and just to take some time for myself i drove home and thought about alot of things i dont know why but i can never seem to find a inner peace and i feel like i am always searching for something to make me happy but i can never find it im just not happy with myself......i dont know whats going on with me it scares me sometimes. I dont want to grow up either sometimes i think i should just die right when im on my own because once my youth is gone i just dont see the point in living it just doenst make sense to me who wants to grow up......ive been being aggrovated alot lately by certain people lately ussually people who dont aggrovate me and it upsets me i just need to let summer sink in though that will calm me down but im out i cant realy put how i feel down its to complicated

p.s. Kyle Voss when im quiet in front of people dont worry im not sad im just kind of a quiet pearson i love ya budd ( me and kyle are in a Best friends club if anyone wants to join leave a message)

Every day all things change

2004-06-13T15:25:05Z

So i thought i updated at kims but i guess i didnt cuz it doenst show the entry on my computer but o well. so summer is here and it feels absolutely amazing now all i have to worry about is my report card i hope hope hope i passed history i didnt know shit about any of the chapter 20 questions and i cant go to summer school i hate summer school.well guess what ALL 6 of 6 of the Augustine boys are in high school now haha thos 8th graders you know people give me shit for being in a band with kids younger then me but then im like wait why are you talking and why isnt there a humongous ron jeremy cock in your mouth o ya they can probbally play guitar better then ya Billy will beet you in a guitar off and then Andrew Mas will eat you using his drum stix as chop stix because hes so fucking metal!. so im sitting at my computer thinking about work and im like work might not suck today cuz i have no school monday tuesday wenseday o ya thats right untill august well im out be on the look out for the new augustine flash site and we will definately will be rockin you guys the fuck out this summer hopefully with the likes of all the AMAZING AMAZING bands cough(hew hostiles itchy trigga finga langworthy odr promise falls in all honesty and many more!) Peace im out like that gay guy in "In and Out"

I know what fucking real is!

2004-06-08T03:21:06Z

She looked at me and i presented her with a fake smile, i knew she could tell it was a lie she could see in my eyes that i was Emotionally fucked up The train wreck that had crashed inside of me was starting to show signs of the devistation on my physical features my eyes turned a puse shade of yellow and there were grayish black bags underneath my eyes, my nails had turned a shade of yellow and green and i could not stop bighting them, my hair became frail and would snap off like someone snapping a stick in half,my lips became cold chapped and blue, and my skin......... my skin started turning a pale pale white.......i was dying. As the tears slowly covered my hankerchief i thought about everything i thought about growing up the years that meant most to me the moments I'll never get back, I also thought about the future in my state of tears i laughed for a brief second saying "Future ha there is no fucking future there is no hope everything is fucking dead" so tonight angel ill sing to you one last time and my last breath will hit the last note so sincerly so real and so perfectly that youll feel every bit of pain ive fealt every emotion i have ever had...this lullaby killed me in the end but in the form of a gun to the head good night angel

this beutiful sky

2004-06-07T01:33:11Z

Well Saturday night was cool although i would have much rather played a show with the ever so trendy Langwizzle (Langworthy for all you squares out there)me Rob and billy hung out and went to birmingham and walked around the fair cruising for "BITCHES!" but none of them were into us i think it was because our Collars on our shirts wernt up eh o well, so today i was at work contemplating suicide then i decided to call K.Thielen and see if she got to the show ok when she picked up she seem distressed turns out poor old baller T.J.'s car got a flat i would have went to pick them all up but i was at sign of the beefcarver im sorry guys i want you to know i would have got you if i wasnt at work. work sucked ass i think today made me hate my job even more just cuz everyone hates me....maybe ill get fired ha. but even though work sucked i drove home with one of the most beutiful skies i have ever seen so that was cool well peace out brothas
p.s. like one week till summer im fucking stoked!:)

Or up towards the sky

2004-06-05T04:17:00Z

Today was interesting nothing realy happened in schoool just chilled and relaxed i didnt realy do anything after school i waited around but no one could play so i went up to the june fair and saw The super ska master Nate Papi-Wark we rode around in my car for a while went to birmingham and got stared at for bein PUNK ROCK and shit but hey thats ok cuz were fucking tuff we could take it i met up with my amazingly beutiful and great personality friend named Mellissa and we listened to alkaline trio cuz shes more obbsessed then i am and we went on this crazy ride at the birmingham fair and then we hit up this doods party which was pretty rad ha on the drive home i took nate to get some tea and he came out so flustered cuz they didnt have his favorite beverage ice tea but that was pretty much the night

p.s. K funk im sorry that things suck between us and we can never play:(

I got a new record today im happy

2004-06-03T20:56:47Z

Hello everyone well today was quite boring except forth hour i purposely didnt fill out my permission slip so i wouldnt have to go on that lame ass Jewlery field trip with Mrs.Satin i mean doorney but turns out we had a sub cuz mrs.Doorneys son was in a car accident which i do feel bad for but we had a sub so we were just chillin there then the sub asked if i wanted to go find a movie and i just decided to go fuck around in the halls and talk to people and scare the little 8th graders who came to our school so i speant like a half an hour fucking around when i came back i just told the sub that i couldnt find a video then zac went over to Mrs.Jansons room and got Black Knight we watched about 20 miniutes of that when we got word that we were allowed to go on the field trip at 2 o clock school ends at 2:40 whats the point so me zac and sevan chilled in the detention room with the infamous Rick and we talked about FERNDALE it was boring then i went got my pay check went to record time bought ALkaline trio Good mourning on Vynal for 10 bux which is sweet and then i went over to Amellios house and jammed and now im hear about to get my hair cut and dyed

lame lame weekend

2004-05-31T23:09:08Z

well the weekend started of great with the eko show which went well, saturday i worked then hung out with kyle and we were both in very very big emo moods for some reason i worked sunday and that sucked but afterwords hung out with Ted Kyle and Hooper and we all had a big pillow party at Kyles today me and hooper went to birmingham and played the guitar for like an hour and made 4 bux and then we just drove around the rest of the day cuz all of our other friends are at DEMF THANKX ALOT DEMF FOR STEALING ALL OF ME KYLE TED AND HOOPERS FRIENDS!

Eko

2004-05-29T04:57:07Z

hello to everyone, FIRST AND FOREMOST LET ME START OFF WITH MY DEAREST DEAREST APPOLIGIES TO onedayremains,langworthy and in all honesty Augustine is so so so sorry that we ran over our time limit the guy up in the booth said we could do 2 more songs and so we did and tottaly made everyone have shortened sets i am sorry to all of you In all honesty that was your first eko show and i thought it was great you had a great stage presence langworthy fucking funny as hell and bad ass you guys are fucking great i like it when Jesse does the battle axe thing with his trendy white on white fender p bass, O.D.R. haha just kidding onedayremains fucking DOMINATED LIKE FUCKED EVERYONE UP THE ASS enough said there fucking increadable, i thought we sounded pretty good i was stumbleing around and acting like a drunk idiot but it was fun haha i fell into the crowd. Augustine crowd thank you so much you all dont know how much this means to us you guys were so cool to us and interacted with us it was fucking sweet especially when our set was over you all said very nice things EXCEPT FOR ONE GROUP OF PEOPLE which leads me to my next story i was walking to my car to get my hoodie and these group of kids walked by and said that we sucked and they gave me the finger and then i walked inside and they were sitting down and screamed that we sucked well you know i dont even give a fuck who ever the hell you guys were thats your oppion and if you didnt like us to bad i dont give a shit like what you want but you dont have to be a immature asshole about the sittuation sorry were not "HARDCORE" enough for you guys
but anyways thank you very much to everyone who came out and enjoyed the show youll never know how much it means to us:)
p.s. shanna i love you remember our pillow party were havin

O MY GOD! I SAW SID VICIOUS AT FLIPSIDE TONIGHT AND I ASKED FOR HIS AUTOGRAPH

2004-05-28T02:17:10Z

AHH tonight was the flipside show with Hew and pub life goodness gracious was hew awesome they were fucking sweet as hell i need to get a copy of there demo, well the show was pretty cool i dont mind pub life i just think they should sing about other stuff then beer but who cares.so the shows goin cool untill these fucking dick heads with red mowhawks come up and start dilebertly beating the shit out of everyone in the pit one of them came up behind me and fucking punched me so fucking hard in the head and i tryed to grab him so we could skan and he pushed me over what a fucking pussy. then fucking sid vicious came up and ran right into a kid off to the side who was just watching the show now thats definately pussy activity god damn i hate those kids and i fucking hope they know that all there doing is trying to act cool tuff and "PUNK RAWK!" FUCK ALL OF THEM SERIOUSLY!

p.s.Tony,Pete,Bruce,Dick and Kevin i love you all you guys sounded fucking sweet
p.s.s. Sorry about the nose Pete Ill kiss it and make it better next time i see you:)

Lauren L. Friend? or Foe?

2004-05-27T18:58:45Z

Hello everyone, today it has to come to my attention that a friend of mine seems to be mad at me for some reason Lauren im sorry i tryed to hug you in the hallway i didnt know it would upset you that much i was kind of sad when i heard "i hate you!" im sorry i dont know what i did but for what ever i did im sorry
and the hole money thing that zac told you was just a big goof im just to nervous to ask you about it myself but anyways i will probbally need that money and i dont mean to be rude at all but im a little in debt but Lauren im sorry that are friendship has been a rocky one

"12 feet"

2004-05-26T22:40:37Z

12 feet is a movie im doing written and directed by Joe harris a good long time friend we go way back. The movie is about a pool that me and him and a hole other group of kids grew up with it became a big part of our lives unfortunately the real pool that the script is about has just been torn down it will be odd trying to figure out how to do this movie without the pool that we all grew up with but i know it will work out Joe harris is a good thinker and will make it work my charactors name is Sean Sulli a depressed senior whos best friend is going out with the girl he is in love with its a real story not a fake superficical teen movie it has real shit that happens in kids life when its complete probbally but late july early august i hope all of you try to see it i think it will be a big success we are going to enter it in a few film festivals. if anyone would like to see the movie ill probbally have a dvd of it when its finished so shout me a holla